First day. Really?

I dont know how many first days of my new life Ive had; it seems that everytime I get excited about leaving my bad habits behind for good. Mostly, they are just left dormant. I feel good for sometime, and then without really noticing I am back to my old self. Ive read that habits take 6 weeks to get rid off. Well, I do not fit in the 6 weeks curve, cuz to this day my bad habits are still haunting me.

My challenge is not to get rid of bad habits. My challenge is a bit ambitious. I want to change my entire life. I want to live the life I dream of. I want to be the person I know I can be, but am to lazy and afraid to be. I want to be at peace and the best that I can be.

I have noticed that people that really change, dont change overnight. But most importantly change everyday. These rare creatures try every single day. Yes, it is a day to day job. And, there is where I have failed. I have never been a very commited person, but well I must start today and keep trying everyday.

There are so many things I would love to say, but that is the beauty of this. I can!!!

I am a single girl that got lost in all the pleasures of life. I got lost in the instant gratifications of life. And a decade later I found out that instant gratifications, just last an instant!!! If I want permanent it takes hard work. There is no going around it.

However, this time I want to enjoy the process. I want to be happy in the now. I want to live in today. I dont want to live in the past or in the future. It is easier said than done, but it does not mean it is impossible.

Todays challenge: Food. I plan on only eating what my body really needs.
why? I want to feel good about myself and I want to respect my body if I want it to respect me.